Last rant about the old ‘him’
I don’t even know what to do anymore, I find it hard to forgive you every time I see you or hear you speak all the anger comes back, I know it’s been a while and it’s not the easiest to avoid you but I’m not sure what to say anymore I can’t just be like sorry, I know you think I’m over reacting and I’ve held a grudge for too long or whatever but I don’t know what to do. You’re still on my mind every now and then but things can never be the same between us, I don’t think I can trust you 100% or feel like I can tell you everything anymore because now I have no idea how you’ll react. I get it you were angry you didnt mean it, I’ve heard it all before. Yes, that’s not what you meant but it’s practically what you said. Urgh. Rant over.
